An imperfect me

I still feel jittery when im left out by my friends. Then i feel guilty when I turn down or am unable to attend any invitations.

Why is it that I still struggle over trivial things like that. Or maybe cause those relationships really mean something to me.

I still yearn to see relationships, friendship and kinship blossom. I guess Im most sad when I see no possibilities for growth, or when it’s stagnant.

I hope, that my family will get to know God for themselves, and caleb to return to church.

And I hope that my dream will not remain as a dream. =)